PRATIBHA
SATPATHY
SO
NOW YOU HAVE A PLACE IN HISTORY
You
had sought a place in history.
Well,you
will now exist
in
history and nowhere else.
It
probably did not occur to you
that
once you entered history there was no exit,
you
would forever remain
far
away from my embrace.
I
had always wanted
that
you did not turn into history,
that
you stayed beside me,
that
your eyes accompanied me like stars,
that
your midnight whisper caressed me
like
a tender word of solace,
that
your love played about like a breeze
in
my body's universe
spread
out like a peacock's feathers.
I
had never wanted
my
secret life to turn into history.
I
have seen history's rock-like silence.
I
comprehend
the
sadness in time's eyes.
I
therefore know there is no way out for you
in
history's pages,
there
are no steps you can climb
in
the dark region of time
you
inhabit.
The
road will always be without traffic.
Blasts
of cold wind will never cease.
There
will be darkness everywhere.
God
knows how many times you will be dismantled
and
reassembled by the useless magic of my thought.
History
is an emperor.
It
does not know common folk like you and me.
Senseless
with the pride of its eternal life,
it
tramples upon the soul's longings
uttered
in a language without words.
Translation:
Ramakanta Rath
SOURINDRA
BARIK
THE
CIRCUS BOY
The
small boy performs in the circus.
His
thin hands and feet
are
ant-eaten timber
between
living and dying
only
an ignoble truce.
Even
now in his eyes
the
mango grove
of
his village,the fairy tales;
in
his feet the mad intoxication
of
running after butterflies,snapped kites;
but
he performs in the circus
controlling
his hands and feet
he
only performs in the circus.
His
laughter, tears and innocent demands
are
now sweat on his forehead;
in
the emptiness of living
he
is only an articulate
a
truncated tree in the public park
a
burnt-out black grain of rice;
he
is crippled time incarnate.
The
small boy performs in the circus
in
the soft lap of Time
only
a victim,a moth-eaten moment.
Translation:
Sitakant Mahapatra
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A Varnamala Visualization