SUNIL
KUMAR PRUSTI
THE
STORY OF
A
LOWER MIDDLE CLASS FAMILY IN ORISSA
1.
Not
an inch of the earth belongs to anybody
We
live in a rented house,
have
two square meals per day.
Want
is sacred like an everyday prayer
of
all the family members;
mother
worships the god most.
The
god is a calendar
or
an incomplete wooden toy.
Be
He of earth or stone,
my
sister smears him with sindoor.
Feigning
to be angry with her, father says:
soon
I am getting you married off
Yet
she builds her sand castles.
All
these things sound philosophical to me.
God
is a petty tout,
life
a semblance to a sand castle.
I
make an oratory, sharp like an arrow,
of
hunger, dream and unemployment.
Although
I am an intellectual
my
friends dub me mad.
2.
Father's
job and preachings
are
morning and evening.
Younger
brothers are storms, cut off.
How
much of dowry for sister's marriage?
Will
you have balloons, balloons,
red
like childhood?
Will
you tuck flowers?
lock
of your hairs in the dark night.
Who
will lie on the bier?
Come,
children, sit on my shoulder,
I
will take you to the land of moon.
When
you are thirsty
I
will give you the water of my eyes.
When
it's night
you
will sleep with my lullabies.
I
had seen the map of Orissa
in
my school geography book.
How
good is my land!
Can
I ever forget it?
The
family tears
are
like the breaking of the secret rains.
Tell
me, who will accompany me
to
my house for a day or two.
Don't
tell me
that
you don't like this story of mine.
Translation:
Rabindra K Swain
MainDoor
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